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Sometimes people will search for a method to end their lives quickly and painlessly and there are answers, but know that none of them is really painless.
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Alicia

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  • krishnaDec.5 04:14
    I am totally dissapoint . I am suffering from hypothyroid. I lost everything. I am 23 but i looks like 60. i have no hope. I tried everything but not use.even i will never have childrens. Only bcoz of my dream. I dont want that painfull life.
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  • AshelyDec.5 04:39
    I'm 15 I have a family who treats me different than everyone. My brother hate me my older sisters don't care about me my parents treat me differently like they hat me too. That accuse me of hating everyone but I love everyone despite the pain they cause me. I have been dealing with this for 6 years now it's been getting worse every year I started out thinking I'm going to run away but that changed as of last year in June that I want to kill myself. I self harm as of March this year it hasn't gone anywhere but that. I think every second of the day I want to kill myself. I am in honors classes so I have a lot of responsibilitys but my parents expect me to drop everything and do what they want. I have friends and many people tell my I have the "perfect" life when I do not I cry every night because of my parents I am scared of my dad. They treat me like I should be perfect when I'm not they expect to much of me. I am segregated by my parents when I am their blood. They think that I'm the problem. I have been trying to be strong but I have failed I cannot do it anymore I have tried to tell myself for years that it's all going to get better but it doesn't I never does and I feel like my time is coming when I will die and go to heaven. I never have told anyone of my suicidal thoughts but I have given many hints. I'm not the attention seeker that wants everyone to know that I'm suicidal I keep things hidden. I want to tell smh best friend but I'm afraid I will loose her too like I lost my family just 6 short years ago.
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  • AndrewMay.26 19:35
    @ : I feel 4 u. Same thing happening here. :(
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  • anonymous Dec.5 06:06
    I'm 17 yrs old. I was raped at a very young age. Don't know why that happened to me but shit happens. It haunted me for 14 yrs I had nightmares n I was scared of men. I've always thought of committing suicide back then was because me and my mom would always argue because she wouldnt let me live my life it was lIke that for 2 yrs and I would cut myself because I think I'm jst a piece of shit and everything is my fault. I been depressed for yrs..I cry almost every night because I hate myself soo much. Guys always though I was cute pretty etc. But I hated the attention. I was alone. no one to talk to. I ran away twice because of my mom. After everything calm down. I fell in love with some guy I thought he was a gentleman, respectful guy. The first I came over his house he was being very disrespectful to his mom and I was like hell naw because I knew if a guy disrespect his mother he WILL disrespect his girl. Months later I found out he was talking to other girls so I broke up with him which never happened because he kidnapped me and he apologized to me. Everything was good until he started to be aggressive with me kinda bein bossy rude pushing me around so I defended myself shit I'm Hispanic I don't give a fuck I'll will fight back...one time we were arguing bad and he got mad & pushed me across the room and I knew I couldn't be with him. But of course he didn't let me because he loves me. Months later it got worse he started to hit me hurt me choke me every time we would fight he didn't care if he was hurting me and that's what hurted me even more. I tired to break up with him but he don't wanna let me go. I could never be happy. Shit always happen to me. I was still depressed and I wanted to die soo bad I don't wanna live here anymore he thinks it's stupid that I cry all the time after he hits my body.it's because I'm not happy and I hate that I have to live like this and getting beat up when I want to be alone. All I can think of is death. Being with him is like getting dragged in chains and getting hurt on the way and Im just tired of this bullshit. And there's nothing I can do about it because people think I'm in love but I'm not I'm mentally hurt.
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  • Sue Anne Dec.5 13:19
    I am 29 with 4 kids and over everyone putting me down all the time. The love of my life left and my so called mother runs me down all the time and say my kids are better off without me so i have been thinking for months and I know they are best with out me. All I have wanted was someone to love me and tell me i am the best thing that has happen to them. No one can stop me no one knows how I feel and no one understand me at all
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  • MykaylaDec.5 17:50
    my heart hurts to read all of these things. I'm really hurting and have been for about 8 years now. I've starved, binged, slit my wrists open to where I need stitches and I've been in a hospital 2 for it. My entire being is being ripped apart. Everything bothers me. The world is figuring and I have no hope , frankly. I am in love with my boyfriend but he's cheated on me 4 times and he doesn't care. He acts like he doesn't are about anything and he's too immature. I've been harrased my entire life by T family and by other people. I feel ugly and everything is gross. I can't wake up without being uncomfortable and wanting to hurt my self but how far is cutting my wrists going to to? My head hurts everyday and my body aches. I wake up go to a piece of shir school with dumb ass ditzy ass people and then go to work all day. That's all I do and I'm tired of it. All my boyfriend has to tell me when my anxiety is making me hyperventilate and throw up is to chill. I dont know what to do. Whether to ask for help and go to the hips it'll which in turn would make me lose my boyfriend or just actually kill myself. Please help me. I'm thinking of a shit ton of Xanax bars and drinking alcohol to end it.
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  • AshleyDec.6 01:23
    I'm 12 years old and I've had some thoughts of suicide for about 2 years because I always feel alone and that my parents hate me.
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  • SageDec.6 02:47
    @Alicia I am starting to think you don't know anything about dysfunctional families I have made honor roll every year of my life in school and my brother hasn't done anything academically until last quarter when he finally got honor roll as a freshman in HS. They are now celebrating his honor roll like its something spectacular and people are giving him stuff etc. Once again I have made honor roll every quarter of my life and haven't gotten the dirt under a toenail. Also my brother constantly beats up on me and I maintain my self control because if I hit him the world ends. When I call him names or threaten to do something back he laughs in my face and continues to mess with me. They love him but hate me. @kristhine @Disposable Dad Don't be fooled by this blinded false prophetess trying to preach about how love can change anything and grades and stuff will change families. Screw that, crap will always be the same and people will always treat people like us like ???? I have given up on them. I don't even think of my brother as my brother. Nobody in my family does anything to give me credit because there will always be a favorite and we will always be forsook for our efforts so just tell them to screw themselves. Straight up.
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  • DanielDec.6 03:54
    After destroying my life with alcohol over 10 years & just getting worse I've wanted to die for a while. To be honest I'm only afraid of the pain, if I could push a button I would.
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  • AndrewMay.26 19:29
    @ : I just wanna button.
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  • KealDec.6 04:51
    So I've been thinking of committing suicide for about 8 years now. I'm an 18 year old boy, who is just trying to be as normal as possible. However since I was 10 I always felt like a girl, and always wanted to be one! Some say that it's nothing to worry about, and they are true to a point. I've told my mom and dad about it and they are o.k with it, however I've been talking to a psychologist, and she says its a long process, which I knew. But in this case I need a diagnose to even get the treatment (F.64.0) and with my normal luck it would mean I won't get it. Even if I get the diagnose and begin the treatment it would take 5-8 years to complete, and add to the painful fact that I won't be a 100% woman is unbearable (for me). For many who will probably read this, they may think its nothing to be concerned about, but thats how I am. I can easily confirm that I also have problems with my confidence, which makes the hole situation even harder. So I guess I hope someone will read this and try to convince me that suicide is wrong! And even if suicide would be the right choice I bet I would be a to big of a coward to even try it.
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  • UnknownDec.6 07:59
    I'm 13 years old, I honestly don't understand the meaning of life yet, my friends are no longer my friends.. Having them in my childhood was fun but knowing we're getting older I'm nothing. I'm trying to look for ways to kill myself cause I can't handle going to school and knowing that I'll just fail everyone. I just lost a really close friend of mine after 3 years. I'm a really stupid teen. I'm only an 8th grader and I barely pass any of my grades.. I want to find a way where there is no gun- pills- or drowning and hanging. Just one simple way to kill myself. I hate guns. I can't take pills cause it never goes down. I hate water. And I hate knowing that I can just go in the school bathroom and hang myself I the bathroom stall without anyone knowing.
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  • AndrewMay.26 15:47
    @ : I feel the same. I'm twelve turning thirteen and can never over come the fear if dying. However, I really want to end my life. Unlike some others, who feel that their lives are meaningless, I feel like a burden to everyone else. I want others to get better because of my death. And yes, life is hard for me.
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