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Sometimes people will search for a method to end their lives quickly and painlessly and there are answers, but know that none of them is really painless.
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  • Battle GamingSep.24 11:25
    I had enough of this cruel and horrible life i still remember when i was 7 i had friends but those who are mean to me and all my family member hates me why did i exist in this world
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  • jennOct.8 02:38
    @ : See you can't die, it's not your time. The world doesn't hate you, everyone has someone in their life that loves them, even if they don't always show it. A person dies when they have for filled their purpose. You should keep living. I care, here is my email if you want to talk [email protected]
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  • Creepy DollSep.24 18:24
    Those are the most common ways to commit to suicide and they are painful actually, moreover everybody knows about them!
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  • NoahSep.25 18:34
    hmm inhaling Mercury vapors was a common way of committing sucide back in the medieval times. its bloody lethal.
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  • JFSep.26 10:12
    Wow, it cuts you off after so long. I had a really interesting and troubling writing I wanted share about suicide. Guess it wasn't meant to be. I struggle so bad with suicide. I am very well educated and aware of the current DSM; however, I honestly believe that unless someone else directly interjests in ways that can literally change your life (from struggling to eat to having a selection), in some cases, suicide seems to be the only option. I am a war veteran and I do have PTSD and my anxiety (for a lack of a better word) gets out of hand. It doesn't help I walk with a cane because the last knee surgery I had whIle I was still active duty made things worse. I currently need surgery on my feet and knees and I am not getting the help from any direction. I have a wife and a child, but to say I am going to continue living for them is counterintuitive to my problem. I have a disability and it isn't getting better and the VA is messing with my head. All of the logistics to their paperwork has made them blind to reality. So, if the only agency that is going to help me, isn't helping me and I want to provide for my wife and son, but I can't work and I am rated at 90% not 100, f***** 90 ($1000 monthly difference between 90 and 100) and can't get food stamps, and can't get social security disability (been denied twice), how is lIrving longer helping my wife and kids? I have constant daily pain, I am trying to provide for my wife and child by using the GI Bill and student loans. And I can't do it. Going to the classes are getting harder. 3 different VA doctors say I need immediate surgery but it's extensive and your young so we don't like doing it. I get a run around l, then I say ok give me temporary 100 percent so I can do the physical therapy and surgeries and not have my wife and kids go homeless. That gets denied, they say well you are in school for physics which is enough to prove u can work. I'm guessing grades don't matter or the fact that going to a few classes a week is not the same physical demand as work and I am struggling just to get to my classes. Again, if I die I have insurance and my wife gets a couple hundred thousand (nother whole just term, so I can't borrow against it). Again, why am I living? Let's recap, I am disabled, I am a war veteran, the VA isn't helping and I have no one to turn to and financially I am drowning and I am dying more everyday trying to stay alive and provide for my family, but if I died in whatever way the policy approves of then my family is financially provided for. .. but while I am alive we are not. I should have died over in Afghanistan, I should have never been alive after that. I swapped locations I went south to helmands province, he went north to nuristan and he got shot and killed. .... you know why we swapped? Because I had a phone that worked down in the southern part of Afghanistan, he hadn't gotten his yet so he easily had his phone on the plan that worked up north.
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  • JFSep.26 10:25
    Out of our small group he gets killed. I should have died, my family would have been proud of me and I would have been a memory. I mean it's not like I am much more than that as it is. Tell me how, despite everything I have gone through my adoptive mother and biological mother blocked all contact from me. My life is like a horror drama movie. I enlist, I volunteer to go to a combat unit, I volunteer to deploy, I have anger problems, I have anxiety problems, I lost everything, I am medically separated, can't financially provide, lost my dream car, unsuccessful knee surgeries and I am in need of more. I walk with a cane and just a couple of years ago I found my biological mother and my adoptive mother disowned me when I moved in (again because of finances) with my biological mom, the only person offering a roof. Anyway it didn't work out, my adoptive mother disowned and now my biological mother blocked contact. And, check this out... my adoptive mother now wants contact and is sorry. Ha. And through all this I get a degree and suffer through agonizing pain everyday. I am over it. All these so called Veteran groups, none will help because I didn't lose a limb and I can't be a poster rep for their image. I have no amazing story to my injuries. They are like years of sports injuries all piled at once. I killed my body 3 5k's a week and workout everyday. The combat training and everything else was intense. But whatever 9 medals and what to show? Nobody and nothing, my wife and kid would be better off without me since it seems just got by living I am nothing more than more paperwork. What's the point, you know? Why cause more pain for how many more years when I could just end it right here, right now..
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  • SueSep.26 12:22
    I hate life... it just goes on and on without any reason why we are here. I've got no idea why I'm still here! I've overdosed on everything. ..yet I'm still here, why? Good people die all the time without even trying...I don't understand. Life is shit...wish I had a gun...England doesn't allow guns....I don't know anyone who could get me one...any ideas?
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  • jennOct.8 02:42
    @ : Enjoy life, your obviously supposed to be alive. If you need someone to talk to here is my gmail [email protected]
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  • joanneSep.26 23:11
    My name is Joannee. I am 57 and I don't want to live any more. I've done everything for evry body but when I need something there's no one around. My father was abusive emotionally and physically. He always told me I was fat, ugly and Ii acne before anyone else he would make fun of me and call me names. Self esteem whsat self-esteem!! Ive always hated myself, hated the way I looked. I had terrible marriaages. They were abusive. The second one would always ask me what I could do for him. When I wanted a child it was like pulling teeth. He said I knew we had to do it some ttime. Being married to him I was basically on my own. Tthere was no relationship. I raided my son I took care of theb house I worjked as a pediatric nurse. When I wanted to go back to school I had to beg him to be home on time one night a week. I was my son's parent. I bought the clothes, the extra activities, the birthday and Christmas presents. When Im was 40 after 3 yers of not knowing what was wrong with me I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis. He bever went to one doctors appoint, no test, no mri. He was mean when I couldnt do everything any more. I finally divorced him. I raised my son on social security and basically by my self. I did everything for thst kid. When he wanted something I got it fir him. In 2009 I lost my only close friend. I was there by my self when she died. Then in November of that year I losft my dad being the only one there to see him take is last breath. In 2011 I met this wonderful man. He loved me took care of me I was so happy then 13 months later he died in bed with me. No one No one ever called came over nothing!,, Now my son is 24 and barely calls ir ssees me I have no friends. I met this one guy I thought he was ok then dumps me on thee damn internet! No friends, no family thst really cares whats goibg on with mre. I hsve ask fir any type of affection. I tired of giving and giving and getting nothing. When my ms git really bad 2 years ago thezy let me lsy on the couch for months. No onre came down, no one asked if there was sonething they could do. I have nothing and no one,,, mmy life su cmks and I just want it e nd NOW!,, Please someone tell me how to do it now!,
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  • forgivebutnotforgotenSep.26 23:16
    Hello I wish to talk about why I wish to kill my self. when I was seven I was molested my a friend of my fathers and he feed me the line if you say something you'll get in trouble and I believed him I kept that to my self for 20 years now you are the first people to hear about this. before you label me as a victim, because of that instadent I have cause so much pain to my family the world would be better with out me taint on this earth
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  • tiredSep.27 00:45
    LDR sucks and its painful cause i wont be seeing him in another 6 years. help me God help me get through this pain. i hope time speeds up so ill be able to go back to him then we'll be finally together forever, never will i leave him again. i hope he waits for me. i hope he waits for me.
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  • CharyndaSep.27 06:28
    I just read all of your comment's problems so on. It does not matter what problem's you have in life. It's not worth killing yourself over. No offence to any of you but your problems are not serious enough to be killing yourself. Yes I am on this site as I feel the same way but I can't kill myself weather I want to or not. I would love to all tell you the million miles of problems I have except for the fact that my issues and problems are to serious and personal. Just please all of you hang on and keep fighting. There are people that will listen to you out there and I'm not talking about doctors. Life is what you make it. ONLY YOU CAN CHANGE THE FUTURE. Hang in there. Good luck to you all and please just keep your chin up and keep going no matter how bad or sad or stressed you are. Life is always important. And killing your self is the cheats way out.
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