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Sometimes people will search for a method to end their lives quickly and painlessly and there are answers, but know that none of them is really painless.
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Alicia

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Begin a day with a simile and end it with another—— happy and healthy for the whole life!
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  • EmanthaMay.17 07:41
    I'm tired of everyone telling me to be positive all the time. Always saying" you are so negative.. I don't think I'm negative I think I'm realistic truthful and honest and screw everyone who can't handle it. You want me to lie and say everything is ok or great when I know it's not. Just to save everyone else from the truth. Positive fake ass phonies with fake ass smiles you walk around with a false lie on your face spewing all your positive fake bull shit! Take off the mask guess what you're not superman there is more than one emotion to living this life and it's ok to be sad mad enraged and if someone hurts you , you have every god given right to retaliate. And you shouldn't have to walk around like you have plastic surgery with a fake ass grin all the time when you're not happy. Don't lie to me or yourself you are just as miserable as the rest of us you're just a evil conniving lying fake phony playing a role.
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  • CareAug.9 14:54
    @ : Hey, im like you too. Right now i just wants to die, im the kind of person whos sad and dont pretend like im so happy. I like an honest person. I dont like people who lie to me just to make me feel good. Like if your grandma died will you still pretend that its wow so happy sunshine!? Damn. Ive been depressed for 5 years already, when will i be happy? It feels like it will never end. I never really do self harm, i tried but then i think i shouldnt do it. I want to die so bad but never did any suicide attempts, like ive tried to be rational. I tried almost everything i could think of to get rid of my depression. NOTHING WORKS PERMANENTLY! Right now im giving up, the way i use to release my pain is to listen to Death Metal and Deathcore music insted of cutting. It really helps, without hurting anyone. The good news is ever since i started listening to hardcore music, ive become more calm and rational. Even my mom was surprised, she was like whats wrong with me not being so mad. My anger just got decreased because of this type of music, pretty ironic lol. Anyways, im giving up because my depression never really gets better. I hate myself so much. Everytime i look in the mirror i only see flaws and i freaked out. I cried because i hate my face, my personality, i hate everything about myself and i see myself as a monster. Ive changed into someone i dont like. I used to have a normal life, alot of friends, i got good grades, i was a kind person and happy. Now everything is the total opposite and i cant take it. I have a severe social anxiety, so cant really talk to people even when i want to have friends. I cant accept that this person is me, i hate this person. She ruined my life and the old me is dead. I want to kill this person. This is not me and i hate hate her. I hate everything about her. Who the hell is me? Who am i? Dammit i dont know anymore.
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  • RoseAug.27 07:30
    @ : Look, I'm not going to lie. It's perfectly okay to be negative. Sometimes we need to be negative to vent. I tend to bottle up my emotions and once the last nerve has struck then I absolutely lose it. I cry and hate like there's no tomorrow, I have suicidal thoughts, the whole shabang. Every time I think about cutting I think to myself "NAH F*CK THAT MAN, I'M BETTER THAN THAT!", when I have all these horrible thoughts in my head I write them down in a book. With that book I intend to fill it up and then burn the shit out of it. Once it's burned to ashes I will dance on those ashes and I know that'll make me happy because I've destroyed all the things that I hate.... I don't plan to commit suicide anytime soon, no matter how much I want to, but I want to strive for my goals. I want to fight. I want to graduate with flying colours, I want to graduate Uni with flying colours and I want to be accepted into my dream job (Radiology) and earn a shit load of money, I want to buy an Audi R8 with my shit load of money, I want to drive past the people that have bullied me with my middle finger in the air just to show them who they really ended fucking with. I want to be successful in my own right. But I won't be able to do that without facing some really hard times. If you could get all that without any problems? Then you deserve nothing and karma is coming your way and it's going to be sweet. I apologize if I'm venting right now but... I'm waiting for my time to shine and I know yours will come too. All you gotta do is ride it out and wait. Do something - anything that will make you at least smile that little bit. If you read the whole thing then thank you.
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  • JessicaOct.28 02:17
    @ : Lmao you just saved me. Thanks for introducing the new thought of showing who those dickheads messed with. I will succeed. Funny how before I read your message I was feeling sorry for myself. With our shit load of money coming from a job I hopefully will love is enough to inspire me to live. Thankya
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  • Akshay M RMay.18 04:47
    Thank you i will try the over dosage of drugs..
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  • VimmiMay.18 10:04
    My parents asked me to get a rank In first three toppers but I was unsuccessful....
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  • Shivam May.19 03:42
    Hope so this life gets over soon... When no body cares for u n no body loves u.... Just don't have the guts to die.... If somebody is seeing this message plz help me out.... Plz..... Gonna try the gun method......
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  • sanikaJun.7 14:56
    @ : Compared to others yourz is small problem....read all da articles nd u vll find dat ur lucky ....be positive...if death iz da end 4r evry problm den no buddy vll be aliv in diz world....
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  • [email protected]May.19 20:20
    my right to choose when, where and how I die,is determined by the pain, physical and mental [that I have to deal with Every minute of Every day year after year for 40+ years] Is MY choice ! and not based on what other people believe... What ?! am I suppose to live out my time in suffering just to appease other's sensibilities... Would you?!.. I think NOT. ?! I'm old, crippled and worthless, I'm tired of trying to climb a greased pole alone... hope y'all find solutions to your problems... I have found mine.
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  • Steven McmornMay.20 17:53
    My life has been over for some time now I just haven't realised this until now, the only control I have in my life is how and when I end it, I'm not looking for an excuse not to end it, I'm not looking for sympathy I'm looking for the easiest way to end my life with the least pain and in the least time before I'm gone. I really don't understand these people who have made it , who have happy lives, good families, friends and jobs,good health and social lives, these people call us cowards looking for the easy way out, can they even contemplate how hard it is to plan and eventually go through with the taking of one's own life. I think it takes guts and courage to do this, I've wanted to do it seriously now for a number of months and I know I'm going to do it, this is inevitable, but the not knowing is the hardest thing to come to terms with, how bad is it going to hurt, how long will I have to endure the pain before I become a shell, what then lies in wait for me, will it be nothingness, will it be peace or will it be an eternity of torment in hell for taking your own life. All I know is that I don't want to be here anymore and this is my choice, nobody should have the right to say to me" you don't have the right to take your own life", I have every right and I should legaly have the option to end it pain and hassle free, a dog can be painlessly put to sleep so why shouldn't I have this option, instead I'm forced by society to endure mental torment over contemplating suicide and considering all of the things that could go wrong should I fail in my attempt, the Dutch have the answer assisted death. This is my life and I don't want it having to live it is a fate worse than death this is why I personally opt for the latter...THINK ABOUT IT!!!
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  • Jared1988May.24 15:36
    @ : I'm 26 and I've dealt with severe depression and paranoia from the time I was a child til present day. Im a smart person but my brain is always clouded and I get confused a lot. When I took medication it made me sick every single day and didn't help so I haven't taken it in years. Guess my point is I understand and I wouldn't think u were a coward if u did it. I haven't been able to though. Even when I was in the army I couldn't do it. Its natural instinct to stop yourself
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  • SurajMay.21 02:38
    The worst feeling in the world is to see someone "who is living but dead inside", and that is clearly me. I'm 24 years uni student at AUT and i'm causing a lot of troubles to my parents financially. They always tell me that if i take up a course i have to sacrifice a lot of things in life and i cant take this anymore and for past 4 years i have trying to commit suicide but this time it has got worse. i thank the people who came into my life and im happy for the time i have spent on this planet to make the ones who needed a smile. Staying strong is the hardest cause people dont bother to ask me how i feel. what i do in life doesn't matter and i chose to end my life.
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  • sanikaJun.7 15:12
    @ : All r having financial problmz bro...but try to overcom dat...plz look @ ur parentz once...dey r hopng dat one fine day u vll go to a position and mak dem happy .....see da ppl who r not hvng da basic education.....hop so u vll find da gud job nd lead a hppy lif...vth ur parentz..
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  • derek May.21 04:08
    i have this problem and im 15
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  • OptimusJun.2 18:38
    @ : were problems age restricted?! jeezus id love to see that happen in action irl. also in ur previous comment i heaard u were 12. now u are 15? damn im getting old for a 14 year old.
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  • derek May.21 04:10
    ive wanted to kill myself since i was 12 just cause nobody cared for me but now my time is up nobody thought of me as a person everyone thought of me as shit so tommorow im shooting myself with a shotgun
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  • AliciaMay.21 09:40
    @ : It's silly to kill yourself because you think nobody cares about you. Whether it's the case or not, you should get the best from your life and show the world you deserve the best treat.
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  • FaustMay.21 11:34
    I used to be suicidal. I used to think about driving a blade into my heart. Then, one day, i woke up and decided "screw it. If life wants to screw me, let it. Im going to stay on this carnival ride until the end." As sad as this sounds, Apathy saved my life. I find everything funny now. The good, the bad, its all comedy in my eyes.
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  • wefMay.14 14:01
    @ : It doesn't work that way.
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