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Sometimes people will search for a method to end their lives quickly and painlessly and there are answers, but know that none of them is really painless.
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  • AlexAug.19 04:40
    Hi guys! When I was a little kid I didn't know nothing about life I always thought about having fun thats it i didn't focus on health problems. when I was 13 years old I started to do marijuana and cigarettes and I did it for 5 years. When I turn 18 I started to do cocaine and I loved it. One day I was with a friend we wore on our way to south Carolina and I had big bunch of cocaine so we wouldn't not go to sleep when we wore driving. So I saw my friend he took a big snift of cocaine through his nose so I was like wooow he must of be crazy as hell, so I was like I'm going to do the same thing. So I did it when I did it I went over doses so I went to a hospital really quick, when I got their I was shaking so hard and I felt like my heart was gonna stop so the doctors came running really fast with the will chair, so they took me to a room then the doctors ask me to many questions and I answer them, then the doctor told me that what happened to me and I was like I did to much cocaine, so the doctor was like you so lucky for coming on time cause if you wouldn't not be here in 5 minutes you would be dead. So I got so upset, i cried that day..... seens that day my life change cause I feel my heart so weak. And now that I'm 23 I just fill that I don't got to much life. I can't do hard labor cause I feel I'm going to have an heart attack. When I try to work on some thing in three days I fill so dawm tired. I can't do anything anymore. I fill like this is it :-( ..... I wish I could do something about it, but there's nothing that I can do..... I'm thinking to kill myself with cocaine or take some sleeping pills but I can't cause I herd someone saying (" When you commit suicide God will cast your soul into a lake of fire for eternity and there will be no forgiveness after your already dead") so thats why i cant kill myself cause i don't want that when im dead... So I'm going to leave my phone number just in case if someone tries to help me out..... 502-235-2942 my name is Alex... And I really need help. Life is beautiful and I hope by that time Im still alive so I can meet my first baby! My girlfriend she's 3 months pregnant. And im happy but not that happy cause I fill my heart beating so slow sometimes I fill pokes on my heart. So thats y I'm not that happy...
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  • straydogAug.19 06:49
    I'm done, so tired of life. Don't want to keep waking up to this constant misery anymore. What's the big deal, nobody gets out alive anyway. I hate being alive.
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  • SadnessAug.19 07:05
    What do you do when you can no longer live yourself ? I constantly think about how my life would be if i didnt make the desicions i did . Its hard living with yourself knowing when you have to co stantly relive the wrong youve done . My boyfriend is beginning to hate me and is beginning tk aquire feelings of resentment and disgust . Why couldnt i be the person he thought i was ? Why couldnt i be the person i thought i was . I spend most of my nights crying my myself to sleep conteplating how i can escape this life . I feel as if any attempt for me to do something good just backfires into something worse . The feeling of loneliness and sadness evaded my mind constantly and im not sure how much longer i can deal with the sadness . I want to be a good person but all my attempts fail like everything else i try to do in life . Help.
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  • there is no need of nameAug.19 09:28
    I'm going to die too after posting this comment. I choose that hang to death. I can't live here because of my bad. So good bye to a good world.
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  • Sayani neogiAug.19 12:50
    I hv screwed my life..I trusted pple n Everytime I get stabbed. For all this year's I thought dere must be sumthing good comming,but no its d same! I just want to sleep n never wake up! I hope dere are angels up dere who at least grant me this much!
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  • DumbAug.19 16:05
    Instead of killing yourself why not take a vacation instead yourself and ignore everything
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  • Dying Of CancerAug.30 12:05
    @ : I wish I could ignore everything but it's hard to ignore not being able to breathe. I'm dying of lung cancer at 52. The chemo and radiation did not work so now I have a few months left. Dying of lung cancer is no easy ticket out though. I will die in horrible pain and feel like I am smothering. I have been thinking why not just buy a cheap gun and go out in the woods where I won't make a mess. There is also carbon monoxide poisoning which I hear is very painless and fast but I don't have a garage! A lot of you sound depressed and they have shrinks and good anti-depressants that work. I have been on Effexor for 20 years and I was very depressed until I went on it. Most of you people don't have a good enough reason to end your life because with some help your lives could turn around completely for the good and you will never know it because you gave up and took the big dirt nap. I'd gladly change places with most of you. Once I got some help with my depression and life issues I realized a lot of my problems were not my fault. Life happens and people will let you down from your parents to your boyfriends, husbands, friends etc. It's a me- me world and people don't care about eachother anymore. A doctor told me, "Your parents will never love you the way you want them to". In other words, let it go. I did and felt much better once I stopped blaming others for how I felt. Bad things happen to good people so there is no way out of not getting hurt at some point in your life. i had to stop beating up on myself and move on which I did. I stopped talking to my crazy family, I dumped friends that just used me. I got a dog that loves me unconditionally and thinks I'm great. I try and live a life where I tread lightly on the world. So many people return insult for injury instead of just moving ahead. In my daily life I try and be a good person in all my dealings and when I make a mistake I admit it, say I'm sorry and forgive myself and the other person. It doesn't mean I have to be their human punching bag though and I can walk away. Change isn't the hard part in fixing our lives it is getting past the fear of change. It's easier to stay in a bad situation too long because we are afraid of BLANK. What is the worst thing that can happen? You get away from the bad situation and face the fear and in the end it wasn't that hard! We just make it that hard in our minds. As for hanging onto the past that is another way to stay immobilized and stuck in fear rather then moving on and making a life for yourself. it might be hard work but nothing worth anything in life doesn't come to us without hard work. I think most of you need to sit down and figure out what your problem really is and what, if, there is anything you can do about it. I'm going to die and I can die in pain or try and find a way that isn't so bad. Cancer is extremely painful once it gets into your bones. I am just starting to have a hard time breathing. I wish I lived in Oregon or one of the 3 states that allow assisted suicide where the doctor writes you a script for a cocktail of lethal pills. You fall asleep and never wake up. For me that would be much better then what I'm facing. I could always buy a metal hose and attach it to my exhaust pipe and route it into my rear car window out in the woods. I hear Carbon Monoxide is quick and painless....
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  • AlexAug.20 00:17
    i understand how all of you feel. i too wish to die, constantly in my life there has been pain and heartache and the one common denominator has always been me, i thought i was cursed- now i know i am the curse. for whatever pain i cause anyone in my decision and act i am sorry, but from here on i know i will no longer cause anyone future suffering
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  • AnonymousAug.20 01:13
    i dont know why i want to die right now but honestly this kind of helped? i mean ill probably just check out a different site now and im sure as hell not talking to my family about it. thanks though
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  • Kate MAug.20 02:31
    dear god. I really can't take this anymore. I just want to die, but i dont want to expirience tremendous pain. Dont have drugs or a knife or a gun, but i guess i can hang myself. Im just a burden to everyone around me anyway. Im going to summer camp, and the counsoulers hate me. So do my fellow campers. Also i have a stupid court trial to go to about an incident that happened a few years ago. And to top it all off, my mom despises me. She really does. Our relationship is so strained its unbearable. She thinks that im a spoiled brat from hell. I keep getting in trouble. They threatened to kick me out of summer camp. So i figured, hey! If people dont give a shit now, they will when Im dead.
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  • Bob minionAug.20 02:59
    I bet most of the people here typing thier hearts out on this message board are young (under 25, that's young for me!) oh you are so young, I wish somehow you could go into the future and see that things do change. Shitty days do happen but they do pass too, and if you aren't still around, how will you find out that life might be good after the shitty time has passed? I realized that for some people it's too hard it feels like so much work, so overwhelming and you're just so damn tired, why is it even worth it to try anymore? I get it..life is fucking hard and awful sometimes, maybe most of the time but what if to could change? Life is anything BUT consistent. Nothing ever stays the same. That is life's one constant fact. So, maybe ya could tough it out for another bit longer? I could be wrong, maybe I am, but what if I'm right? Only one way to find out...blessings to you
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