@ anonymous : yeah thats true ur lifes fucked lol

@ anonymous : @anonymous, it happens to best of us. We try and sometimes we succeed and sometimes we don't. Don't let the failure pull you down. It just means that you need to put in more effort, may be change reading, writing habits and methods. It may seem the darkest right now, but it is not. All those who are disappointed in your are so because they know your potential is much more. Don't be tough on yourself and do better next time or something else. Just don't let it define you, learn from it. Take care.

@ Jason C : I know how you feel a bit....at 46 yrs old now after having to move to a place i hate at 25 to take care of my mom who had leukemia, when she died my dad blamed me. I live in such a shitty place that I could not get a job with two degrees and good work history...I did not know it was the town that lacks anything but service jobs as border town and ignorant, i internalized and thought it was all me that i was a loser and no good....went back to school to be nurse and one month after starting my feet started to become extremely painful and numb with hereditary neuropathy and i knew my time floor nursing was limited....i was great in school but was really depressed and meds that made the job i got a nightmare as the sweat would literally run off my hair and i was a nervous wreck because of it and my mind was constantly chattering in back ground with anxiety, did not know was side effects of med and was demoted, shamed and the co-workers abused me because myself confidence was so low due to med come to find out...had to quit before fired me and reported me to nursing board...thankfully had degree in business and went back to healthcare admin...but was too good at my job so could never get promoted, make more money, move on. My dad remarried and she hated him and I ended up being the daughter nurse on call for him 30 min away one way every time he fell or was acting odd; they so used me so i kind of ended up taking care of him too and a no good for nothing paranoid schizo husband for 1.5 yrs. I kept having problems with pain and numbness in my hands and neuro kept telling me was just carpal tunnel and i needed surgery. My dad finally died in 2008, my divorce went through 7 days later, and i was finally free to live my life but got sick with unbelievable pain all over body pain that i would sit in my chair at work with tears down my face as pain so bad. Docs thought knew what was wrong and had surgery but pain came back 1 month later. Then my dream of starting my own jewelry design business was taken away as I was robbed of over $30,000 business supplies gems and precious medals, personal jewelry, my mom's jewelry and supplies I had been slowly collecting over last 15 yrs and then they came back next night and stole my car right in front of me. That was all in 7 months time and EVERYTHING WAS BEING TAKEN AWAY FROM ME...ALL MY DREAMS. I thought i was dying as could not believe could be in so much pain and not be. Months of testing, $$$$ and found i had fibromyalgia...it took away my life but i managed to work another 4 yrs after diagnosis as had to as no one else to help me, take care of me, and in state all alone with few friends. Finally work pushed me out because of my disabilities and had to try to get disability and that took two years and all my retirement and savings and still was not enough to get me to determination time ....when money ran out was going to kill myself as could not bare the thought of watching car being repo'd, losing my house, etc. I was not scared or sad as i had tried my best but sister bailed me out financially until i won couple months later. Then I was told my hands were not carpal tunnel but the hereditary neuropathy and nthing could be done. I cannot feel them most of time and typing torture for someone who use to type 80wpm…without spell check no one could understand what I write. I have hard time buttoning, zipping, can no longer buckle, tying bows hard, loss of fine motor abilities. So basically fucked as I still did not get to live my life continue with my nursing like wanted to, move where I wanted live to as have no money on disability to do so, what job can I do when can't feel hands? Can never learn to surf, ski, can no longer make jewelry, work on minor things on car as cannot feel….so what is my future? Who wants to date a 46 year old woman with hereditary disease, over weight, cannot work and lives in 1971 mobile home as all can afford and cannot find right antidepressant med after three years of trying?? People tell me I am a strong woman all the time to have survived all this but really what am I surviving for???? Tried to kill myself and should have worked as nurse and knew how to do but did not work so even failed at that…..

@ libby : I'm sorry those bo

@ libby : I'm sorry those boys were immature and cruel, no one deserves to be treated that way. I know that at your age being in with the "popular kids" feels so important, but remember there is only one of you on this earth and that makes you special. The next time someone tries to be mean to you just think "you can wrap dog poo inside a pretty package but when you open the box it is still dog poop". Just look them in the face, wrinkle your nose like you smell something stinky and step around them, because you don't need to waste your valuable time or energy being with dog poop or being worried about dog poop.

@ libby : They must be twisted gay

@ libby : If ANYONE talks to you like that, tell them to date a guy since he won't date girls. Because he's obviously too scared to ask any GIRL. So why not one of his buddies instead? ;) (of course never say that with an adult around doe lol)

@ Lana : Just do what you love, and leave the rest to life. Someday, you'll meet someone who will help you to look ahead.

@ anon : Hey, you really need to get rid of those thoughts. Anyway, you still got people who care about you. Look at things from a different angle, you may not change what people do and think, but you can definitely choose how to live your own life. There's so much more to explore and embrace in life, so just do something you enjoy and go get a life!

@ Kimberly H. : Go for a walk in the morning, breathe some fresh air, read an interesting book, listen to some soothing music, go shopping...there're many things you can do. Don't be so upset, smile, everyday is a new start.

@ anonymous : Go get a life for yourself. You're 20 now. There're loads of possibilities and opportunities for you out there. Why stuck in here?

@ Eleanor : If you have internet access check how you can get your GED which is the high school equivalent. Look for local resources like the department of health and social services in your area for local resources to get your GED. Also they can help you find resources for housing, or for training for a job. If you need internet access, most local libraries have computers that you can use.

@ anonymous : Get your GED...take care of yourself as no one else going to and make yourself proud of YOU as that is all that matters....then go to community college and learn a trade-Welding in demand and make very good money, HVAC, plumbing also make good money...do NOT got to 4 yr college as huge debt and no one can get jobs....no one wants to do blue collar trade jobs anymore and snooty but those are the jobs that are going to be in HUGE demand as not enough skilled people to do....stay out of healthcare unless go into radiology as still some opportunity there but not like voc schools.

@ drbittu : We all have responsibility to take, but that doesn't mean you cannot enjoy your life. Whatever you do, try to find pleasure in it. Go out and make more friends, do something you enjoy, there're so many things to try. If you have the gut to commit suicide, why don't you use that courage to face the reality and live a happier life?